Happy Independence Day America!

Hello my fellow beauty lovers!

I know, it's been a looong time since I made a post on here, let alone a video on my channel (tear), I miss it so, but here's a little capture on what's going on in my life (hectic as it is).

I finally started my Makeup Artistry Courses online by enrolling for RPM Academy. I'll be having a detailed review when I finish my course, but so far it's the basic knowledge for makeup aspirer's such as myself. Although in my opinion I could've learned better from just YouTube videos, I like that it's organized and you receive a certificate of completion, which gives you credit that you are a certified makeup artist, and you'll have the opportunity to buy high end products at pro discount prices.

Hubby has a new job, and although it has it's cons I believe this is a blessing in disguise. We don't spend much time together anymore, but it's made me more independent in the sense that I knew I had it in me all along that I'm a "man" myself lol.

I'm currently taking care of my mother three days plus out of the week, almost 6 hours at a time, so I don't have the time to make tutorials or even a monthly favorites, which I love to watch, but she needs us in every way possibly, so that's why I haven't been doing videos let alone a blog post.

If you'd like to keep in touch with me, I'm mostly on "fast food" networks, like facebook, instagram, and tumblr. 

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/8o8animalistic

Instagram: 808animalistic

Tumblr: http://www.808animalistic.tumblr.com

All in all, these are the three top things I've been trying to juggle in my life, and it's a constant 24/7 routine, it's come to a point where I don't have a day off to brush my hair, which is why I thank whoever made the Pssst! Dry Shampoo. It's AMAZING with my frizzy hair.

The last thing I've been battling with is anxiety.

I haven't gone to the doctors about it because it's a bit touchy with me. I know I have it, but I fear doctors will take it into account that it's just a phase or not worth diagnosing. 

I've been having constant attacks where it'll begin 2 am in the morning and last till my hubby comes home from work, and then it'll start again late in the afternoon until whenever it pleases to cease. I've tried combating it with excercise, and proper diet, as well as beauty sleep, but with all the things going on right now, it's super hard to be on track. I sometimes end up crying out of nowhere, even if I'm watching a funny movie or just playing with my dog. It's come to a point where I'm driving and I can't breathe, or there are constant thoughts in my head of every possible wrong doing or problem that has, will, or might come up. It's frustrating and downright exhausting. 

What's unfortunate is that I know the triggers, and how I ended up with this "sickness", but I don't think I can cure it for good. 

I've had these attacks since I was in the 6th grade, but I hadn't found out what it was until I was a sophmore. It has made my life a living hell, sorry to put it harshly, but I pray that it won't be any longer. 

Anyway, to leave on a sunny note, I'll be enjoying the holiday with my family, and the next day it's off to wherever I need to be.... Be safe everyone and have a wonderful Independence Day!