Lately,
I haven't been doing any looks at all. I haven't been inspired, I haven't had any ideas from ANYTHING. There is some drama in my life. And I kind of am depressed....and i'm not saying that because I'm sad. I'm actually literally saying I'm depressed. Sad is completely different.
I havent been out of the house in a week or two, I havent showered a couple days, luckily I actually did today. I have been having mean cravings lately, binging on anything I find delectable. I'm sorry if its T.M.I., but I need to vent.
It's just I feel worthless and Ugly, and disgusting, and I have no idea why. This isnt normal. This isn't the first time I've been like this. Ive done this since middle school. I even acted out on myself with self harm.I haven't done it yet since a couple years ago, but I can still do it because it's just embedded into my mind. Noone has told me i'm a freak or the ugliest thing out there, but noone really listens to me either.
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